~The Soil~
Lock me away
There's only so much I can lay at your door
If you ask me to wait
I'll lay down my bones till they're part of the soil
Cause I'm so in love with this
But I just keep living in fear
I'm so in love with this
But I just keep waiting to hear
Is it alright
If my fear of heights keeps us low to the ground?
If you need to soar
Don't let this bore clip your wings for himself
Cause I'm so in love with you
But I just keep living in fear
I'm so in love with you
But I just keep bracing myself to hear
Lock me away
There's only so much I can lay at your door
If you ask me to wait
I'll lay down my bones till they're part of the soil
Cause I'm so in love with you
But I just keep living in fear
I'm so in love with you
But I just keep bracing myself to hear

~Flickering Moon, Orange Lit Sky~
People change their minds more than their lives
What if I'm the last one standing
As the whole world burns
Where's your sense of time?
I know I lost mine
What if I'm the first one laughing
As the whole world burns
It's such a pretty sight
To see the flicker
Of the moon across the orange lit sky
Listen to their lies
But don't believe them
Watch as all the worst ones
Cause the world to burn
Separate yourself from all the white noise
What's the use of crying
As the whole world burns
It's such a pretty sight
To see the flicker
Of the moon across the orange lit sky

~Little Waltz~
Say something to me
Long to hear your voice
I'm so confused by you
Long to feel your light
Am I dumb and blind?
I'm so confused by you

~The Stars~
The bounds of space are limitless
So maybe then we don't exist
At all
But still we try to find new ways to live significant numbered days
Just because
What else can you do
That has purpose
Nothing left to lose
Just enjoy it
The stars are bright and wonderful
Each with their own gravitational
Pull
To keep large rocks in constant
Elliptical orbit
Round themselves
Don't ask questions like
What's my purpose
Just enjoy the ride
And try to earn it
Cause what else can you do
That has purpose
Just enjoy the ride
And try to earn it

~Silo on Titan~
Your eyes
Glaze over like frost on car windows in winter
As my head
Is emptying out in this eighty degree weather
Just because
I fucked up doesn't mean I can't do any better
Did you hear
What I said yeah I did oh my god I feel sick again
You lied
I'm still heavy and I sure as shit don’t feel better
You claimed
It feels different each time but each time I sank further
I want to tell you
God awful things and call you all of the worst names
Because the point is
Not to say I don't care but to really believe it
Think I've got you figured
You are the siren and I'm the doomed sailor

~Black Waves~
Ghost hands ain't it
I need the real you to hold
I should have followed you home
Nightmare seasick
Stared into the ocean too long
It said I should have swallowed you whole
I should have swallowed you whole
Whitenoise soundscape
I couldn't tie down to the song
Promised It wouldn't take long
Soft lights for the weak kneed
My ego all wrapped up in gauze
Your phrase that just wouldn't dissolve
Your phrase that I couldn't dissolve
Try as I might I could never detach and let go
Or stifle the voices imploring me to evolve
Bury the lead, let's just keep on ignoring our faults
Ghost hands clenched fist
Kiss me to shatter my jaw
We can collect my teeth as they fall
Black waves and the riptide
I should have followed you home
Back when I could have swallowed you whole

~Punchline~
Hardest I've laughed
In a long time
Laid me right out
On the cold tile
Something about
The punchline
Stuck in my brain
Through the long night